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Monday, October 26, 2009 Change

The way you respond to this test
Determines what you get to do next.


O level starts today, my E levels have been going on for some weeks.
What I choose to believe- adjusting E - makes me feel like it's just my inner self being psycho-ed.
And the reality is that I have already thrown in the towel.

God, if I fail the test (yet again) this time, I will be tested again right.
And since I have past the previous test, this time round's is like way harder too isnt it?

I have been trying to curb/control/restrain myself from being a certain way as I would normally be.
And responding in ways that are much more diplomatic than normal.
This self-control is so B-O-O-M-Z that I find myself losing part of me at the end of the day.
I think this 'change' is good, but it's forced, it's learning the hard way.

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I am really touched by dai's speech on her birthday party.
and I thought, have I changed greatly as a being over the years.

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GD's hair is back to normal from last week's goldilocks.phew!
and cause of that I cant help but googled to do this...
GD's hair revolution.
and if you think he's hair is weird, his dressing is weirder



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