Wednesday, June 03, 2009
i am always amazed at the way some people juggle responsibilities.
especially those from my school.
in particular, this girl that had taken like up to 5 roles in school and not to forget her ministry involvement.
i chanced upon her blog while checking out my school's FOC page.
i read about her wanting to see how far she can be stretched.
and yes, it was tiring for her.
being self acclaimed as the slackest student in my school,
i missed out on various opportunities to work with people of perhaps high influence.
i choose to not be involved in school stuff, especially when i know i will have problems making decisions, problems committing myself to it.
i learnt it way back in secondary school.
scary it was.
and i know i dont exactly want to go through all that again.
yet another voice in my head says that
"you're limiting how God can help you"
"you're not taking the opportunity to shine"
uncle pang was watching some christian drama while i thought alot, looking at those FOC preparation photos, some stuff the people are doing in school.
and wow, " am i missing out something here?"
and with that are lots more complications because of the way my school functions.
"you've got to make a decision,"
"well, i can't..."
"and you just did"
these lines were what i heard from uncle pang's laptop.
Matthew 6:32-34 (New International Version)
32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
what is it that i am seeking first?
cause i'm not superhuman.
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Wednesday, June 03, 2009
i am always amazed at the way some people juggle responsibilities.
especially those from my school.
in particular, this girl that had taken like up to 5 roles in school and not to forget her ministry involvement.
i chanced upon her blog while checking out my school's FOC page.
i read about her wanting to see how far she can be stretched.
and yes, it was tiring for her.
being self acclaimed as the slackest student in my school,
i missed out on various opportunities to work with people of perhaps high influence.
i choose to not be involved in school stuff, especially when i know i will have problems making decisions, problems committing myself to it.
i learnt it way back in secondary school.
scary it was.
and i know i dont exactly want to go through all that again.
yet another voice in my head says that
"you're limiting how God can help you"
"you're not taking the opportunity to shine"
uncle pang was watching some christian drama while i thought alot, looking at those FOC preparation photos, some stuff the people are doing in school.
and wow, " am i missing out something here?"
and with that are lots more complications because of the way my school functions.
"you've got to make a decision,"
"well, i can't..."
"and you just did"
these lines were what i heard from uncle pang's laptop.
Matthew 6:32-34 (New International Version)
32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
what is it that i am seeking first?
cause i'm not superhuman.
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