Saturday, May 31, 2008
tonight is one that is uber uber nostalgic.it started off with jia saying the cg is big cause we got about 12 people.
and i realised that i used to print about 18 copies of lyrics in NEE1.
at that point in time, 18 was not exactly big to me.
perhaps cause we're structured as girls group with all the NE JCs in it.
and then over dessert, shuz asked when was the happiest moments in church.
my reply was my JC ministry.
how me,kat and zhiwei just wasted our entire j1 without any fruits.
we were really unfaithful then...
how we didnt really say anything but we could just feel the spirits of each other wanting to leave a legacy in aj before we graduate.
and now, aj doing well is something i'm really happy about.
on my way over to train home, i met chantel and ruiz.
chantel reminded me of the mango pomelo dessert we had at crystal jade.
i remembered i had some issues then and we just spent time to talk it through.
i think i was a problematic kid. maybe i still am? hahah.
i gave problems when i was in grads group.
deb and zhiwei had to come to my home then.
i gave problems when i was in jc group.
issues with shepherd la.
(sorry CHEN CHEN for the sheep bites. but you know i still love you!)
but we cleared everything at ECP that fateful day.
i remembered how things turn out so much better after that.
i am really thankful for everything these people did to get me back on track.
and how the revival generation was formed.
how matthias had to play guitar for an all girls cg.
and how i rose up as cg guitarist and the first song i was asked to play was 'spirit touch your church'.
haha.but it was too tough and it got changed.
then how nee1 had to suffer with a lousy guitarist like me.
and chantel emphasis that 'it's not the music. it's the spirit'
then i finally managed to do bar chords like Bm7 and Bm cause we sing in D key.
how my fingers like almost rot and turn green/grey/black after cg every week.
how we had to send yj off to north and i was really sad.
how we do silly things like deb's birthday video
how we do crazy things like table 'air' soccer
how we just love bullying chantel
how we grow and kept things going.
NEE1 didnt lasted very long.
about 1year plus before the restructuring.
though not every since one in NEE1 is still in church and all
i still remember all those times together.
and i'm proud to be part of it.
like what canice said the other day
we really found true sister love and friendship that is simple and strong and with god in NEE1.
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