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Thursday, December 06, 2007

just one moment here with You
is more than anything to me...

where's your secret place?

well, mine isn't exactly a place.
more like a very ordinary stretch of road
that i've been walking when i get home.

so simple, so familiar
the place where i laugh and smile to myself
the place where i cried and teared
the place where so many images just run through my mind
but at the same time
i knew God was walking just beside all the while

had first ever jc service today
it's just like saturday services but i was nervous
way too nervous to my own disbelief
(i hid it quite well right?lol)

anyhows
though i didnt get a word or something from God during the service itself
God still never fails to bless me in my secret place

my message to the girls...
"hope you girls learnt something today"
i realised that during the service
i was overly concerned about the standards of mm
i really want to give my best; no flaws etc
but still things just didnt go as planned
a bit down and frustrated over stuffs too but oh wells
thank god for god and that secret place
and something i learnt was
what god sees is different from what human sees :)

one thing that raphael (happy birthday!) taught today was
fighting to serve
just ranted a whole lot to perd and jia
i really feel sad
God dont let this happen ok?
if there isnt anything i can do
i will pray


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