Sunday, December 16, 2007
actually i 'm halfway throught typing the post about campbut i decided to abort it cause my mind is in a mess and in a daze
since yesterday i guess
i kep asking god "what's your purpose of doing so?"
i think i know
but i refuse to accept it
or i'm unwilling to grow in this area
just cant let go of it
been really S T R E T C H E D financially
i dont have access to my savings
only to what i have in this metal tin of mine
dad was really unpleased that i spent my savings on church stuff
i was happy when i gave
but was unhappy when i asked myself how do i survive on what i have
i know it's a test
but i just cant accept it (yet)
alot of things have been going on
told myself i dont want to run away everytime i felt like it
i did all i could, with and without a willing heart
but with obedience
bless me LORD.
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