Saturday, May 05, 2007
"Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm.Let nothing move you.
Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord,
because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain."
1 corinthians 15:58
God showed me this very verse in about january.
well, yes. pretty convicted of it.
it's the welcome note of my phone.
it's under the glass on the surface of my study table.
then it didnt ring that well after that.
but today, Ps William Lim said this verse during altar call.
that moment was...
i dont know,
like God just whispered in my heart.
"i'll be there..."
been looking back at serveral posts.
it's getting long eh?
i've been dwelling in this whole thing a little too long...
it's time i get out and move ahead.
which i'm trying already.
but maybe i need a little push,
a little more courage,
a little more strength,
a little more faith from God.
i want to get out of this whole paranoic state.
(jia will receive fewer wierd msges from me.ha)
met with jia on mon
and we talked about lots of stuff.
thank you for understanding and
perhaps not going by the book to a certain extent.
thank you for believing in me.
and of course all the encouragements.
i'll pull through this and emerge victorious!
and you can give me camp things to do too.
(but in advance...hoho)
talked to Her about certain things we've facing.
how we seem to be running away from the issue
instead of facing it.
instead of changing things that aren't so right.
how sometimes,
other places seems so much more appealling.
and perhaps finding something home-y and warm about it.
but not where we are...
something is lacking there.
it's up to us to do something about it
and about ourselves.
(sounds heroic...hoho)
let's do it, amen?
that's my pact with you dear friend :)
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