if i say i am not worried, then i will be lying. my to-do list is getting longer, but time is running short! or perhaps its my old self condemnation of my abilities. sheesh.
fully booked for the week.my green schedule is filled. filiming, interviews, track and field meet, photog camp, graphing techniques makeup, inequalities test, youth camp post card designs,video editing... all in a week. if a day is more than 24 hrs, how great will that be?
sat's sermon by pastor ben was soWOAH! the word smack right into my heart. often, serving so much suddenly makes me lose the essence of it all. maybe not to a great extend at that moment, but i could see it coming...tsk. was praying to be more servent- hearted. to really serve because i WANT to serve and not NEED to serve. and asking Him to strenghten me during this period of time, especially having to do up the various video productions and also handling sch work. honestly, i could feel myself hiding away from it, just do it- full stop, sub standardly. but i know i cant and i shouldn't. this concerns the church, this concerns the people. and i prayed for obedience and faith. was convicted of giving in my all for the productions.and then...so awesomely, wynnie approached me with another production. woah God, You really acted very fast indeed. it's a test of time management, it's a test of spirit of excellence. Bring it on!
if i say i am not worried, then i will be lying. my to-do list is getting longer, but time is running short! or perhaps its my old self condemnation of my abilities. sheesh.
fully booked for the week.my green schedule is filled. filiming, interviews, track and field meet, photog camp, graphing techniques makeup, inequalities test, youth camp post card designs,video editing... all in a week. if a day is more than 24 hrs, how great will that be?
sat's sermon by pastor ben was soWOAH! the word smack right into my heart. often, serving so much suddenly makes me lose the essence of it all. maybe not to a great extend at that moment, but i could see it coming...tsk. was praying to be more servent- hearted. to really serve because i WANT to serve and not NEED to serve. and asking Him to strenghten me during this period of time, especially having to do up the various video productions and also handling sch work. honestly, i could feel myself hiding away from it, just do it- full stop, sub standardly. but i know i cant and i shouldn't. this concerns the church, this concerns the people. and i prayed for obedience and faith. was convicted of giving in my all for the productions.and then...so awesomely, wynnie approached me with another production. woah God, You really acted very fast indeed. it's a test of time management, it's a test of spirit of excellence. Bring it on!