the mind is set, but the heart is unwilling(yet again) i cant accept aj(totally) i cant accept the rigid discipline system i cant accept worhipping the principal
went back to SAJC for finale. aj's rather pathetic. and i mean REALLY. have been ranting to my og for the past 2 days about how sucky orientation2 was. i think they're quite irritated by my bad spirit.
i just got super emotional when i was at SA's cc watching the dance performance, watching the people cheer. everything felt so good and comfortable. so homey... contemplating whether to appeal back not. the finale was superb! fantastic! awesome! cool! and then, super emo me start to cry!
as i meet my og/cg people, i really realise that i miss sa ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! melvin made it worst!!!! haha. miss that dude so much! if you read this u must feel touched okays? hur hur! thanks likuang for being there to talk some senses into me, really appreciate what you've said and your encouragement :) thanks!
its the people i cant bear to leave, the friendships i cant bear to leave, the environment and culture i was so comfortable with...i cant bear to let go...
i must give aj chance... things will take a chance for my cg (hopefully)
the mind is set, but the heart is unwilling(yet again) i cant accept aj(totally) i cant accept the rigid discipline system i cant accept worhipping the principal
went back to SAJC for finale. aj's rather pathetic. and i mean REALLY. have been ranting to my og for the past 2 days about how sucky orientation2 was. i think they're quite irritated by my bad spirit.
i just got super emotional when i was at SA's cc watching the dance performance, watching the people cheer. everything felt so good and comfortable. so homey... contemplating whether to appeal back not. the finale was superb! fantastic! awesome! cool! and then, super emo me start to cry!
as i meet my og/cg people, i really realise that i miss sa ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! melvin made it worst!!!! haha. miss that dude so much! if you read this u must feel touched okays? hur hur! thanks likuang for being there to talk some senses into me, really appreciate what you've said and your encouragement :) thanks!
its the people i cant bear to leave, the friendships i cant bear to leave, the environment and culture i was so comfortable with...i cant bear to let go...
i must give aj chance... things will take a chance for my cg (hopefully)