Wednesday, May 11, 2005
i screwed up my last paper on friday.amaths.
i was having a mental block.
and was super careless.
i dunno.
i felt so lost after the exam.
y do ppl just have to discuss bout the paper.
dreaded.
cried.
was it a cry of relief as e tests are over?
or perhaps pure disappoint ment in myself.
it was the test after i stepped up that i studied for.
perhaps for colours gold.
but i dun have confidence.
4/6 is like competing with all e trrp- sci classes.
they openly say they are going to defeat 4/7 and 4/5
and mdm lim's most likely to forgo our class coz she was promoted.
y is 4/5 always forsakened?
and i could realli feel the tension going on when we had combine geog with 4/6 today.
i wun deny they're r perhaps better acadamically then us.
but to defeat someone from your own sch.
to put down others.
to go into other class and say they are stupid.
how low can they get?
and perhaps it's just that particular grp of ppl.
y they so ''ya-ya papaya" so 'hao sheng'
they're pressence realli made us uncomfortable.
whether if the teachers know anything bout this unhealthy competition.
and will we be forsaken once again?
mdm wong say our class shld b the best,
we're not streamed by grades but randomly (yah right.)
like i'll believe.
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