this entry gonna be so not me.just trying to type what's on my mind this minute, this second...
everyone has dreams sometime, it's these dreams that push you further.and eventually u fulfil it.so people, like me, have big ego.yup. and we always have this vision.to make it big, to make it count.are these dreams classified as your wants or your needs? saw this person's wants...she's aiming high.i am aiming on the same target as well...who will emerge eventually? or will it be a tie? mayb i am just trying to comfort myself by having a thought that nah, she wont make it...she's not trying as hard as i did...but what if she emerges as the winner out of this group of us? does she deserve it? do i deserve it any less then she does? or even everyone else? mayb it's just sheer luck...she tasted the defeat before...she's unhappy about it. even till now.she can be trusted but not completely.she just get so pissed off all the time.
this entry gonna be so not me.just trying to type what's on my mind this minute, this second...
everyone has dreams sometime, it's these dreams that push you further.and eventually u fulfil it.so people, like me, have big ego.yup. and we always have this vision.to make it big, to make it count.are these dreams classified as your wants or your needs? saw this person's wants...she's aiming high.i am aiming on the same target as well...who will emerge eventually? or will it be a tie? mayb i am just trying to comfort myself by having a thought that nah, she wont make it...she's not trying as hard as i did...but what if she emerges as the winner out of this group of us? does she deserve it? do i deserve it any less then she does? or even everyone else? mayb it's just sheer luck...she tasted the defeat before...she's unhappy about it. even till now.she can be trusted but not completely.she just get so pissed off all the time.